Ever since conceiving our little Bumblebee, I’ve wondered how to transition the tone of this blog. I want to keep writing, and I actually have so much more to say about living and grieving through miscarriage. But, I also wondered if my credibility would be lost, or if it would be too painful for some to read thoughts on miscarriage from a pregnant woman. Also, in light of Bumblebee, our intentions to adopt may or may not be put on hold. There are many unknowns there, still.
Needless to say, I don’t know if I have the right answer, but I have realized over the past few weeks that I need to keep writing. For one, I still miss my sweet babies. For two, a successful pregnancy after recurrent pregnancy loss is an up-and-down ride that I’m still not sure I have a good handle on. For three, there’s more I want to say.
So I’ll continue on. I want to write to glorify the Lord, and so I’ll trust Him as He guides my words.